Thursday, September 22, 2005

Silence

You start to concentrate casting The wall of silence.
You finish casting The wall of silence on yourself.



It stays here, until the day I leave for srilanka. Its Oct 3rd btw.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

bullshit

Hi.

Exam time no time to blog. Here's a short update.

1. I am beginning to dislike you, not that it matters to you.

2. Hate level = 999!

3. Studying level = God like

4. Praying level = Lemme ask you smt, when u left 2hrs to study 16wks stuff do you pray??


Things to get for srilanka :

Teva sandals
First aid kit
Oakley Sunglasses ( if can )
2.5" 40gb Hdd
Shorts
$400.
$50.


Somehow, Its FUCKING SIAN and i am FUCKING DISTURBED.

Just ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Rain drops keep failing on my head~

hmm..

am going out soon, and because someone request i'm here!

Just finish my test yesterday, wad a panick. I may have failed the test, but passed tt module! Horray! I continue to amuse myself of cramming at last minute to produce results of 2days or cramming. o.0~

there's this thing about rain, gd or bad ? You decide youself bah
Thursday went to sch (finally) to collect stuff from my friend, hoping to use it for srilanka, only for him to say he wants it back on sunday (well done). Anyway, I went to sch with the intent of sending her home (yupz). So after slacking in club with a long chat with club mates, went to dover to wait for her. Haha didnt wait long, and so easy to identify her from far (was it me only?).

Yeap...so went to JE, alighted, she went to takeaway food home. Then when we where about to leave the hawker JUST NICE it rained. Was quite heavy too.

"wow heaven so nice to me suddenly summoned thunderstorm so tt we can share one umbrella...."

Mind you hor it was the first time I was sendin her home k. I mean..how coincidental can it be.
It was raining too this morning. Bout 3am. And sometimes, when its rainy, you'll wish some one was there beside you, wif some warmth and care.


Erm. I think I'm going to lose my regular audience. *grasps*

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Winds of Change

Havnt been blogging much lately. Havnt had the drive, havnt went to sch, my days were spent holed up at home with my pc and new keyboards n mouse.

I've been forced to review my purpose in blogging, cos yesterday someone asked me to(blog_), and while I was waiting for this page to load I was flipping thru my mind instantly, why am I doing this? Even my dad ask me why....(he saw the lawsuits on 2 male bloggers posting sensitive racist remarks. Makes me wanna stop talking about that cos you never know when some farky ass little people of the world might just find your blog and give them to viva la authority de singapour.)

And by the end of that fullstop(above sentence) I have already know the answer to the question. D a r n myself.

Because of Pigging(thanks sweetie) at home, there isnt much to hate in the outside world. So thankfuly, NO HATE in this entry(do I hear rejoice.) But sadly, my blog actually revolved around my hate for people around me and the need to release myself in this pathetic cyberspace. Maybe its time for a change?

1.-> to Ada, if your reading this, thanks for visiting my gallery! Your email happen to hit me at an rather unfortunate timing (I was gaming.) So I didnt summon enough zen to reply you hehehe. According to me, you must reach the perfect equilibrium and complete serentity to reply emails. Once sent there isnt anyway your going to get it back. (thou and behold! If you happen to get my emails save it and treasure its one in a 1000000.)

more to ada-> when are our pay coming along! we need money badly to fund our trip to sri lanka~ and when is our bbq! not that I'm looking forward to that as well. Blah no point talking about old stuff. Pick up the hints along my past entries.

-> Ya its true I guess I express myself better with my photos. BnW especially. (opens email to refer to ada's mail cos old man really forgot what to say..)

Oh ya! No problem to teaching la, wont charge either I'm still novice anyway. I'll be happy to spread the joys of photography around! (Eeyer! so nobel leh....)

On the part of opening up, perhaps I shall work on it. Anyone out there can let me open myself and pour my disgusting monkey stomach, slimy intestines, darkened bladder on you? Haha I guess there aint much people in the world who can accept the hideous sinister monkey demon. (My sec sch friends used to refer me as monkey god in the folklore Journey To The West. But erm...I old liao and nasty liao and my climbing tree technique also going 0% so demon more like it.)

.....

To that special someone, really sorry didnt acc you yesterdae, I hope you'll give me a 2nd (actually 3rd) chance~ I really pig wor, stuck at home liao really cannot go out!
Perhaps I need motivation, would you be mine =PpP.



Counting down to 18days to sri lanka. Maybe I can let the tamil tigers kidnap me, I make friends with them, take pictures, and increase my potfoilo! ai seh, my parents will kill me even if the tigers dun ';....;'

1.Waiting for my pay $400.
2.Waiting for my medcial + 4 immunisation japs
3.Waiting for my lens
4.Waiting for 1st Oct (bonding time with my team to sri lanka)
5.Waiting for..you to reply me ~

Sunday, September 11, 2005

sunday=slacking

heh.. dunno wad to blog leh..
today slack whole day so sianz~ so relaxing.. i feel tat i am adapting to the pigs lifestyle.. haha~
eat slack, eat slack, wonder when is my turn to be chopped into pieces *just like the orchard case* omg~
hmm.. i tink woman wif long wavy black hair is SeXy~ =pPp


Haha very attentive readers will know this isnt written by me, much less my evil twin, so yes if you havnt know THIS (which is the one on top) isnt written by me.

What should I say, this mysterious blogger hasnt got long hair, yah long wavy black hair is sexy, but your two tails are much more cute and sexy as well =D

Here's something for ΓΌ,

When I first added u on msn, really didnt expected to keep chatting with u! Haha seems like cant stop right now can I.

This surely beats the testimonal on friendster :

Your so fun to talk to, full of surprises haha. And so sporty as well. You probably can beat me in bball as well =x.
Cant wait to see you online, then all those funny emoticons. Cant wait to msg you, to make your hp bill go kaboom! (ops).


I'll keep this short, cos I dun know you well to say much (unlike those friend on friendster so fake right, just add only never even talk to each other can say tons of crap in testimonal.).

I wan to know you better! haha.

Bleah. I'm starting to wonder if people know I am bloggin this. hmm. =D

Thursday, September 08, 2005

You know what?

This is the third time i deleted and retyped the entry.

Fucked up flicker minded.

After all these, all i learn is to STFU.

YOU say all you wan. Fuck off after that

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Little people of the world unite

Sorry havnt been posting lately. Was working at the comex show for 4 days, now this week I have a couple more projects due too, I'm pretty busy for the first time.

Just a short post here, I'm alright thou and tired.

Well, regards to the title, there is much explaining to do, but I dun have the effort to type it out here. All you need to know, is that there are pretty much of these guys in singapore, you might just find one beside you as a friend or round the corner, or even better still, just round that thread in a particular forum.

Well, doesnt really matter i flame you here on my blog, but YOUR record speaks for itself.

Let the mind games begin.

Friday, September 02, 2005

Comex once again

Its gd to see the old faces, yet the new faces give me a uneasyness (correct speeling?).

Bloogin at this titme is a whore, can be seen by the mistakes i make here, i trinh to tpre properly. tml still habve fyp at 8 am, then work till 2200 houtse ahain.

last time was so lookinh forward to working with canon. Now all gone liao so sad. Just no motibation. arg wtf i typing now sia. sarbuck hang oer just so powerful man at 0100 in the morning.

Bloggin with m eyes closed, btw bblind man won the superstar. hoorat at lwast sp no braggin right s liao fags.

fuck la i go slp liao cb lse tml work shit ll print out kns one zzz.

wad a gaf y is there u n me. it there is god he hates me to plauing this hoke on me

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