Blogging

Nowadays there is still so much focus on blogs. People getting sued and blasted for posting the wrong things on their web.

So what has blog become? Certainly after reading one, I have decided not to whine about my sad ass life here. Reading him give me a 3rd person perspective on that stuff and it certainly looks silly and somehow, I dont feel sorry for him.

I am also not going to post racist comments here, and we all know I am racist.

And somehow its lame to try to hint a person using blog, or you know she/he wldnt read and post and hope that person is reading. I shant do it in the future as well. If I cant talk to you, I shant then.

Almost end of itp, starting of school. Be back soon.

Legs

Comments appreciated

the heart.

Counter misteriously jumped high for this day. So maybe
I should remove the photo soon.

I think there is a need to explain myself. The consolation is that at least have a decent picture taken. And at least its a happy moment I have captured. Contrary to what people will think, they will think I have a consolation because I've got a cute girl on frame. Nah. They're only girls.

Beauty is just an empty shell.

Nothing more.

I'm getting fearful of the opposite sex nowadays. Call it stupid or what But I guess its in my genes. I get cheated by girls easily. Maybe manipulated is a better word. Dunnoe why..I was starting to hate..then now I'm starting to fear..

I guess its smarter to protect myself.

I hate also when I have nothing to do. I'll starting thinking back, the past and everything, the things I have done and regretted. Kinda scary. Its like walking on the pavement back home,
and the music suddenly brings those sad moments back. And you just wish to take a turn and head out to the middle of the main road. I guess, no matter how strong we are, we are just humans.
The heart is the weakest link.

LOUSY

Ok here is the thing. 10am-10pm events coverage for SP concert Band. Thanks to sponsors sam, jinkiat and christopher.

Everything went smooth. Had to carry this friggin heavy bag around..



Of course to be fair it aint that much but the weight revolves around this setup. Thanks to tucker for taking the 80-200. The beehoon is @ the end of the event. Ok I'm mad but you'll be amazed what hungry monkeys do.

So when I got home, open the pics then go WTF. All the pictures are way out of focus because of a fucking lens. So how in the world am I going to hand up my assigment? Sorry for the vuglarities but your shooting happy whole day thinking you had decent pictures and they come out like fuck? This is the only consolation I have.



No energy and passion to process.

If I know anyone of you readers, post this on some fucking pervet website like SG girls or smt. I going to fuck u alive.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

1s and Zeros.

Male = 1
Female = 0
love = 10
hate = 01
work = 101
game = 010
the cute secretary @ work = 111
the noisy fellow course mate @ itp = 110
the pretty girl @ opp seat on mrt = 011
the smelly fella just beside of me = 001
that punk over there = 0101
that slutty teenage girl over there = 1010
my ex = 100
friends whu pretend to be friends = 010


What goes on in my brain everyday =

101010011110000101010010101
000101101000111001110011001
0101111011000001111101100101
001100101010100101100110100
0100101101101001001001011110
1101001101010101010101011001
1010011010101010101111001001
1010111000111101010011100001
10111011101111000111100100100
0010011001110010010110110111
0111101011101000101000011001
1101010110101001110101101101
1101011011 111100011110011100
1001010101011010111101100100
1011110101010010011011000101
001100010100111110000100110


There is no need to decipher the above. This is because
1-Some see it as rubbish
2-Some see my as a lunatic
3-Even if u can, what can you do?


The average person only uses 3% of the brain. Males use even less. And for me, 99% of it has the crap above for long periods of a day. Maybe this explains why I'm so dumb?



Dont ever get close to a female.
If you do, dont ever fall in love.
If you do, dont ever get married.
If you do, dont ever have kids.

Will

Here is my will.

If I die, all my belongings (except those listed below) go to my parents, they shall deal with it as they seem fit.

My healthy organs shall be donated to the hospital, except for my horny brain.

My camera and equipments shall be donated to the Camera Bank in singapore.

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There's all my worth. I shall take my sad soul n brain with me.

You

Have you ever wondered, why are you born into this world. Are you here for a reason? Whats your purpose here on earth?

Yeah your parents gave birth to you. Your here to repay them. To make sure they enjoy their life after their retirement, after you have grown up, started working, and take care of them till they pass on.

Or issit your here just to pass on the family line? To study, get good grades, go to university, get a degree, work, get married, have kids, make sure they grow up just like you do, and succeed you.

Or issit your think, I'm here just to enjoy myself. Work hard, play hard. You think, why should even I get married? I'll just earn all my worth, and spend it all on myself. Since I earned it right? Why do I have to get married, have kids, and support them? Since they didnt even earn the right for me to spend all my time and worth bringing them up.

Or issit your here for the greater mankind. To be here for a contribution. To be the next Einstein to contribute to the future of mankind. To play your part in the evolution of us.

Or issit your here because of your girlfriend or boyfriend? You love her so much. You cant bare to part with her. Everything you do now is because of her, you want to take care of her, she is your responsibilty. You just want her to relax, to enjoy life, and for the both of you to spend time for the years to come.

Or issit your here because of god damn who knows why? Why even am I born into this world I hate so much. FUck everyone. Make me suffer so much for shit. I'll just do what I like now, I dun care, I just want to do what I think is right. To the hell with the goverment, to hell with everyone.

Or issit your here because of your parents bidding? They want your to study hard, get good grades, want you to be a doctor, a scientist, a musician, the next big thing.



And so the question remains. Why are you here, no...thats not the question. Why am I here...

Complaining?

I had a really lousy day, and I aint going to complain it here.

"Everyone loves Chicken Soup for the Soul. And everyone loves to feel that they can talk people out of shit ass situations."

Now that I'm feeling sucky today, and this year has been the worst year of my life, I know what to do if a friends feel the same way as I am today. Action speaks louder then words.

Ppl say they cant really solve your problems if you cant open up. True, but I'm not sure I can either. I dun even know myself. Dont try to understand me, cos I dun even understand myself, so dun try to understand me, i'll get uglier and darker the more you know me.

Relax, let go.

Empty the mind of thoughts.
Flood the ears with music.
Close your eyes.
Breathe deep.

And just let it go. Let all go. There is nothing more, nothing else.

But i....