ok its been 2k viewership must update once.
As times goes by I am more certain of my dream. To be a photographer.
Did I mention this but as I shoot I forget all my sorrows and have no more worries for tml. Its just pure enjoyment to see how my photo turn out.
And...Its just a joy to talk to you... =D
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Thursday, August 25, 2005
A fresh new breath of air
Hi. Anyway people say I always blog the same thing so lets change it shall me
Hate level = zero today. Its was quite pleasant today. At least I passed my stats test today.
Just yesterday saw a super duper cute girl on sp sports complex! Really can go gaga over her! I shall always remember the soft tone of her voice, waving her petite hands, those bleaming eyes saying to me, "Bye Bye~".
Man my jaw was dropping down and I can be like a dog playing and taggin along if wont for her aunt there. I'm sure she will become a great lady someday. All the best for you!
Hate level = zero today. Its was quite pleasant today. At least I passed my stats test today.
Just yesterday saw a super duper cute girl on sp sports complex! Really can go gaga over her! I shall always remember the soft tone of her voice, waving her petite hands, those bleaming eyes saying to me, "Bye Bye~".
Man my jaw was dropping down and I can be like a dog playing and taggin along if wont for her aunt there. I'm sure she will become a great lady someday. All the best for you!
Monday, August 22, 2005
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Gd nite
Alright folks.
No more blogs tonight.
3 in a day is higher then the recommended dosage.
I.......nvm. /GOne.
No more blogs tonight.
3 in a day is higher then the recommended dosage.
I.......nvm. /GOne.
Saturday, August 20, 2005
oops
i think i just shaved my lips. skinless on top man! feel like being in a cold n dry country.
go try, its fun.
go try, its fun.
....
This post dedicated to a norm yeah. So read carefully if you would.
1. My previous post wasnt talking about you yeah. Dun get so upset.
2. I wonder who you are, but if I know its killing all the fun isnt it
3. Thanks for staying here and read. I appreciate it.
Erm actually I only have 4 things to say in the end. So its morning and I havnt had breakfast yet.
You see, when you say smt, people have the wrong message most of the time. If only I had the skill and level to shoot a picture to express what I want to say.
If only.
1. My previous post wasnt talking about you yeah. Dun get so upset.
2. I wonder who you are, but if I know its killing all the fun isnt it
3. Thanks for staying here and read. I appreciate it.
Erm actually I only have 4 things to say in the end. So its morning and I havnt had breakfast yet.
You see, when you say smt, people have the wrong message most of the time. If only I had the skill and level to shoot a picture to express what I want to say.
If only.
Thursday, August 18, 2005
What fuck?
Hi. If you dun want to waste your time dun read. If you are interested to find out what I type here you can always msg me in MSN and I will give you the answer "Oh I Oright la hor How ar you ah?" I swear it is your decision to stay here and read and you can always fucking click that RED CROSS at the TOP RIGHT HAND CORNER if you feel like I am making you boiling with adreline. One last word. FUCK OFF NOW and I FUCKING SAID IT. Nabei I make sound like a disclaimer. IT KNNBCCB IS DAMN IT.
If I am wasting your fucking time, dun even be a cheebye and switch to my blog.
If I have to be public nme no.1 I will. But I think I already am, if not why fucking hell so many people call me son of a bitch.
Tmd I dun wan to say la hor, cb later tucker come shoot me in my house, but you dun come here and any cb shoot lor. For hell sake you wanna give advice can use a fucking better tone? Use some indian accent if you can. Ops thats not an advice you gave. Its a Fucking wake up call.
Damn dulan leh hor. No la ok la. Its TRUE. I AM bitching. Fucking knnccb Cant I even be a fag in my own blog. Thats why I hate men(all the birds and pussy). They judge too much. They speak too much. Then after I type this, some ccb say ok lor, dun care la let you bloody rot to death. YOu see the stinky dilema? No. Everyone start cursing and swearing man, This gy cy damn fucked up. Dat cb even shoot us! Fuck him man, strip him down and slap his pussy. Throw him in the fuggin cold river and let his nipples freeze and chink them off! Rip his skin from his skin! Oh boy doesnt the hatred exist in you my friend.
No wonder your pet is your best friend. He doesnt talk back, all he do is listen.
Aiya enough lah. Damn fucking sian man. Here's something till the next long time I'm going to lj blog. Dunnoe why, I deleted what I type, cos its going to be so fucking obvious to that person. Then he/she will come shoot me yyet again. So I change to something to summarise myself.
Oh just remembered tucker use the word puny. O.O
1. I am weak minded fool. Too easy get cheated sia!
Ok thats it for a long time. I think I'm off finding another medium to express myself.
Oh ya forget the hate level. Now is multiple target liao right?
1/0.000000000000000000000000000000000000000000009 = current level. Fuck off.
If I am wasting your fucking time, dun even be a cheebye and switch to my blog.
If I have to be public nme no.1 I will. But I think I already am, if not why fucking hell so many people call me son of a bitch.
Tmd I dun wan to say la hor, cb later tucker come shoot me in my house, but you dun come here and any cb shoot lor. For hell sake you wanna give advice can use a fucking better tone? Use some indian accent if you can. Ops thats not an advice you gave. Its a Fucking wake up call.
Damn dulan leh hor. No la ok la. Its TRUE. I AM bitching. Fucking knnccb Cant I even be a fag in my own blog. Thats why I hate men(all the birds and pussy). They judge too much. They speak too much. Then after I type this, some ccb say ok lor, dun care la let you bloody rot to death. YOu see the stinky dilema? No. Everyone start cursing and swearing man, This gy cy damn fucked up. Dat cb even shoot us! Fuck him man, strip him down and slap his pussy. Throw him in the fuggin cold river and let his nipples freeze and chink them off! Rip his skin from his skin! Oh boy doesnt the hatred exist in you my friend.
No wonder your pet is your best friend. He doesnt talk back, all he do is listen.
Aiya enough lah. Damn fucking sian man. Here's something till the next long time I'm going to lj blog. Dunnoe why, I deleted what I type, cos its going to be so fucking obvious to that person. Then he/she will come shoot me yyet again. So I change to something to summarise myself.
Oh just remembered tucker use the word puny. O.O
1. I am weak minded fool. Too easy get cheated sia!
Ok thats it for a long time. I think I'm off finding another medium to express myself.
Oh ya forget the hate level. Now is multiple target liao right?
1/0.000000000000000000000000000000000000000000009 = current level. Fuck off.
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Ppl win and Ppl Lose And I hate people.
Today superstar,
That blind guy didnt win. You can SEE the dissapointment in his eyes.
That nus guy won. You can see his "Yes I did it" face.
Somehow, i have mixed feelings. That blind guy cant dance, how can he be superstar? I dont like that nus guy either.
ABout my previous entry, it just hit me on my way home. Emotions = weak. That is where you be gunned down. Let my heart be as cold as ice, as solid as stone. Be merciless.
Wtf did I learnt this from.
Sorry double post today. I am a bitch, and I feel like one today.
Olright, after viewing my friends blog, I really should envy her for all her friends to wish her HBD. Just look at me!
Fuck. Human = not a singlarity. We cannot exist alone. There is a need to feed our emotion.
This is just pathetic. After reading another blog (female btw), I feel like, I'm non existent on this world! OMFG. Ok thats it. I'm so fucking done here. Why do I feel like I sound like a whinning kid! OMFG. Must be the panadol. Lemme go get another one.
From now on, its just me and my camera. No more no less. I really hate humans, the interpersonal feel, the world, and if there is god, Hi. I hate you.
That blind guy didnt win. You can SEE the dissapointment in his eyes.
That nus guy won. You can see his "Yes I did it" face.
Somehow, i have mixed feelings. That blind guy cant dance, how can he be superstar? I dont like that nus guy either.
ABout my previous entry, it just hit me on my way home. Emotions = weak. That is where you be gunned down. Let my heart be as cold as ice, as solid as stone. Be merciless.
Wtf did I learnt this from.
Sorry double post today. I am a bitch, and I feel like one today.
Olright, after viewing my friends blog, I really should envy her for all her friends to wish her HBD. Just look at me!
Fuck. Human = not a singlarity. We cannot exist alone. There is a need to feed our emotion.
This is just pathetic. After reading another blog (female btw), I feel like, I'm non existent on this world! OMFG. Ok thats it. I'm so fucking done here. Why do I feel like I sound like a whinning kid! OMFG. Must be the panadol. Lemme go get another one.
From now on, its just me and my camera. No more no less. I really hate humans, the interpersonal feel, the world, and if there is god, Hi. I hate you.
Sunday, August 14, 2005
What will I do in the event
The day will come when she has a new love.
The day will come when it means the end.
The day will come when...I shld let go?
The day will come, and what action will I take?
Somehow, I wished it will never happen, but its not up to me isnt it. I read something elsewhere, where those ppl who moved on are the ones who are better off. But eh, the problem is I cant.
Fucked up eh. You know, its everyday. Not once per week or the next time I see her. ITS everyday. Woah. I wonder will anyone consider me a pyshco or smt. Who knows?
For the first time, I never wished for anything on my bdae. Nor did I recieve anything, presents or stuff. I had to fucking threat myself, aint that pathetic leh. I wonder how many more lonely "special" days to come about. Till, 30? 40?
Oh my, I dont get mushy or anything. But I am really long for the time that was spent. You probably heard this a million times, but HOw I wish I could turn back time, a second chance. But I wldnt think I would have the slightest possibility. Maybe she already has negative comments about me.
Last words, My heart is going .
.
.
.
.
.
down.
The day will come when it means the end.
The day will come when...I shld let go?
The day will come, and what action will I take?
Somehow, I wished it will never happen, but its not up to me isnt it. I read something elsewhere, where those ppl who moved on are the ones who are better off. But eh, the problem is I cant.
Fucked up eh. You know, its everyday. Not once per week or the next time I see her. ITS everyday. Woah. I wonder will anyone consider me a pyshco or smt. Who knows?
For the first time, I never wished for anything on my bdae. Nor did I recieve anything, presents or stuff. I had to fucking threat myself, aint that pathetic leh. I wonder how many more lonely "special" days to come about. Till, 30? 40?
Oh my, I dont get mushy or anything. But I am really long for the time that was spent. You probably heard this a million times, but HOw I wish I could turn back time, a second chance. But I wldnt think I would have the slightest possibility. Maybe she already has negative comments about me.
Last words, My heart is going .
.
.
.
.
.
down.
Friday, August 12, 2005
Msgs I want to keep.
I dun have time for e forum, i am always buzzing with fyp. thats why i always remind you all to keep me update becos i dun wan to be like other alumni that kinda lost contact. Anyway if i got time i will read e forum but i wont comment on the pictures anymore, since none really appreciates my "i like it" praises. Nevermind, Regarding e dinner, its too late, my mum already cooked. So enjoy you all. Happy national day. Happy shooting, Hate level = 0. I am not angry, just a lil disappointed.
Why are things always so complicated.
Hate level = 1. (There is bound to have at least abit of hate. I am an angry youth remember.)
Why are things always so complicated.
Hate level = 1. (There is bound to have at least abit of hate. I am an angry youth remember.)
Sunday, August 07, 2005
No time to BLog.
No time to blog! Some of ya must be waiting to see how I described the fugged outing on sat.
HAVE I BECOME XIAXUE? OMG.
But..Nah its over and I aint pissing no more, editing of photos can release Stress!
Do visit my gallery, got a couple of new photos like this :
Shot over yesterday, SDSC track n field meet. Featuring disabled wheel chair cyclist.
Shot over esplanade, it was an exhibited work. This was the rare time I shot alone.
www.cyp.sym18.com
Go now.
HAVE I BECOME XIAXUE? OMG.
But..Nah its over and I aint pissing no more, editing of photos can release Stress!
Do visit my gallery, got a couple of new photos like this :
Shot over yesterday, SDSC track n field meet. Featuring disabled wheel chair cyclist.
Shot over esplanade, it was an exhibited work. This was the rare time I shot alone.
www.cyp.sym18.com
Go now.
Friday, August 05, 2005
Love Saves the Day after all. Or Does it?
Haha.
Veliani if only I could communicate with you in higher levels of english! You always saves my day. =)
Ok it has been a few days. As I predicted the sky was fucked that fateful day, and that stayed all the day till then end, where there was a relieving sunset. Kinda sums up the day, it was a fucking day, till the end. Makes me believe there is hope at the end of the tunnel.
Thanks for all who wished me. Thank you very much. Heres some hall of flames i'd like to share!
(keeping the sms inside lags my hp. I'm using analogue phone thankyou.)
Yo happy birthday dude, let me know if u going to shoot tml, i bringing cam along.
Mai sound like its doomsday la, cheer up fucker! Haha
(10/10, originality and calling me a fucker)
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
birthday manz
(8/10, simple and such a giveaway to who sent it)
Happy birthday boy! Now a grown up boy. Besta wishes.
(6/10, Kinda stressed after reading this)
Happy birthday. Bought you nothing as a present but a piece of sincere bdae greetings. Happy birthday once again.
(5/10. Could you sound happier, sounds like its a chore to sms)
But nonetheless, I appreciate all the sincere well wishes. Sorry if in anyway you feel forced to wish a fucking sucker.
For those who never said anything, I'm going to fug you at a cinema near you. Just joking.
Veliani if only I could communicate with you in higher levels of english! You always saves my day. =)
Ok it has been a few days. As I predicted the sky was fucked that fateful day, and that stayed all the day till then end, where there was a relieving sunset. Kinda sums up the day, it was a fucking day, till the end. Makes me believe there is hope at the end of the tunnel.
Thanks for all who wished me. Thank you very much. Heres some hall of flames i'd like to share!
(keeping the sms inside lags my hp. I'm using analogue phone thankyou.)
Yo happy birthday dude, let me know if u going to shoot tml, i bringing cam along.
Mai sound like its doomsday la, cheer up fucker! Haha
(10/10, originality and calling me a fucker)
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
birthday manz
(8/10, simple and such a giveaway to who sent it)
Happy birthday boy! Now a grown up boy. Besta wishes.
(6/10, Kinda stressed after reading this)
Happy birthday. Bought you nothing as a present but a piece of sincere bdae greetings. Happy birthday once again.
(5/10. Could you sound happier, sounds like its a chore to sms)
But nonetheless, I appreciate all the sincere well wishes. Sorry if in anyway you feel forced to wish a fucking sucker.
For those who never said anything, I'm going to fug you at a cinema near you. Just joking.
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
19 years on.
FUCKING HELL BLOGGER JUST DELETED MY ENTRY I TYPED FOR 1 FUCKING HOUR.
I'm typing what I remembered. Fucked up.
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Time to blog again. I forgot most of the things, so its offically fucked.
Time to reflect on what I have done for 18 years and 364 days.
I Cant remember 12 years of my life. I dont even have fucking pictures to look at.
Here's what I can think on 6 years 364 days.
1. Decent o levels.
2. 1 past relationship.
3. winning a photographic compeition. No big fuck.
4. I regret saying I wont regret saying anything.
These 4 things, are the one's who pop out. Buddha blessed me with such a life. Sorry i'm not religious. Just dont feel like using god.
These 4, doesnt say where I am, who I am, what I am gd at. Actually it does. It says,
-I'm in singapore
-I'm fucking ugly, no character, disgusting, boring
-I'm good at boasting!
-I'm a fucker.
There you go! Life as it is. Moving on...
I feel bdae are a good day to judge the good/close friends around you. Those who sms-es, email, seldom calls, rarely snail mails, never in your face. But this year I have given up on this false hopes, anticipation. The higher you hope, the harder you fall.
Incase reality just grabbed you, your a fucker, and dont bother to sms me. I dont fuck myself by saying "thanks for being my friend all these years."
For tml, After my fucking tests, which is a reminder of the misery in life, I'm going to wander around. With my camera doug by myside.
I dont feel like going home.
I dont feel like celebrating.
I dont feel like asking anyone out.
This year, all I feel is the pain, anger, hatred, despair, angush.
Who say's its happy and joyful when its your bdae.
Maybe I'll die crossing the road tml. Here's a advance gd bye and take care.
Its dark, lonely, cold tml.
I'm deactivating my hp tml, till I feel like going home.
Happy bdae fucking screwed cream lightsaber.
I'm typing what I remembered. Fucked up.
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Time to blog again. I forgot most of the things, so its offically fucked.
Time to reflect on what I have done for 18 years and 364 days.
I Cant remember 12 years of my life. I dont even have fucking pictures to look at.
Here's what I can think on 6 years 364 days.
1. Decent o levels.
2. 1 past relationship.
3. winning a photographic compeition. No big fuck.
4. I regret saying I wont regret saying anything.
These 4 things, are the one's who pop out. Buddha blessed me with such a life. Sorry i'm not religious. Just dont feel like using god.
These 4, doesnt say where I am, who I am, what I am gd at. Actually it does. It says,
-I'm in singapore
-I'm fucking ugly, no character, disgusting, boring
-I'm good at boasting!
-I'm a fucker.
There you go! Life as it is. Moving on...
I feel bdae are a good day to judge the good/close friends around you. Those who sms-es, email, seldom calls, rarely snail mails, never in your face. But this year I have given up on this false hopes, anticipation. The higher you hope, the harder you fall.
Incase reality just grabbed you, your a fucker, and dont bother to sms me. I dont fuck myself by saying "thanks for being my friend all these years."
For tml, After my fucking tests, which is a reminder of the misery in life, I'm going to wander around. With my camera doug by myside.
I dont feel like going home.
I dont feel like celebrating.
I dont feel like asking anyone out.
This year, all I feel is the pain, anger, hatred, despair, angush.
Who say's its happy and joyful when its your bdae.
Maybe I'll die crossing the road tml. Here's a advance gd bye and take care.
Its dark, lonely, cold tml.
I'm deactivating my hp tml, till I feel like going home.
Happy bdae fucking screwed cream lightsaber.
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