Finally a day to relax my nerves. To catch a short breather.
Everyone has their own agenda.
Its like this huge game of risk, everyone is playing.
I remember a phrase.
The only allies are your enemies.
So many politics.
=(
Saturday, April 30, 2005
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Reflections
I have probably hurt more people then happy.
I have probably made more cry then smile.
I have probably make more enemies then friends.
My life was no regret then, now everyday is of regret.
I will keep my silence. Hopefully. Once and for all.
I have probably made more cry then smile.
I have probably make more enemies then friends.
My life was no regret then, now everyday is of regret.
I will keep my silence. Hopefully. Once and for all.
Monday, April 25, 2005
Thursday, April 21, 2005
IDIOT TRAINING PROGRAM
Just great. Cant wait for the weekend to come. I'm desperate for it, I'm screaming for it, I'm begging for it. HELP!!!!
I have a boss, whois from sp last time, quite a entrepreneur. But just aBITTT stern looking. He was surprised that we didnt learn whats the diff between a Right Hand Blade and a Left Hand Blade. Well, he assumed we have forgotten it.
I have a workplace, with practially 90% of the male workforce is smoking. I cant complain can I. And for this 6weeks of my life, I have probably breathed in more tossina (italian word for toxin) for the past 18 years. And for these 6weeks, I believe I have sucessfully shorten my somehow I know it will be short lifespan even shorter. Kudos.
I have a co-student/worker, who cant pronouce the name of soccer players, is better then me at checkers, calls his checkers by the mis-pronounced names of soccer players, think that his Mourinho (Chelsea's manager), and when he senses his move is good he calls it the DIE-DER Attack (Which actually according to him is the english pronounciation of the striker Didier Drogba). And he lives in yishun, which I dun even intend to take the same train home with him for the rest of the itp.
All is not well.
Godspeed man? I need godspeed ITP.
I have a boss, whois from sp last time, quite a entrepreneur. But just aBITTT stern looking. He was surprised that we didnt learn whats the diff between a Right Hand Blade and a Left Hand Blade. Well, he assumed we have forgotten it.
I have a workplace, with practially 90% of the male workforce is smoking. I cant complain can I. And for this 6weeks of my life, I have probably breathed in more tossina (italian word for toxin) for the past 18 years. And for these 6weeks, I believe I have sucessfully shorten my somehow I know it will be short lifespan even shorter. Kudos.
I have a co-student/worker, who cant pronouce the name of soccer players, is better then me at checkers, calls his checkers by the mis-pronounced names of soccer players, think that his Mourinho (Chelsea's manager), and when he senses his move is good he calls it the DIE-DER Attack (Which actually according to him is the english pronounciation of the striker Didier Drogba). And he lives in yishun, which I dun even intend to take the same train home with him for the rest of the itp.
All is not well.
Godspeed man? I need godspeed ITP.
Monday, April 18, 2005
Da Vinci & The ITP survival kit
So it has been. I have been stagnant in my posting, and so has it been in my life. Just taking a step as it comes. And so it has been, at this stage of my life, I have been assigned for this fateful hols, to a company.
CHEVON INTERNATIONAL PTE LTD.
I hope u gather that I am not so happy with the above statement. If you cant I have nothing more to say. Read On.
Reason number 1. The linear distance from my house to the company is more then friggin 25 killometres. Do the maths yourself.
Reason number 2. It takes a combination of bus and mrt, $97 of consession, 1h45mins of travelling time.
Reason number 3. And it the same for me to get back.
Reason number 4. And worst of all, its not even a aircraft related company!
Reason number 5. All men in the company with the exception of 2 mature ladies who are well beyond my age, I should have converted to hermosexual.
Reason number 6. I have only one fellow sp, which by no coincedence is from sp, lives in yishun, and has failed terribly trying to impress me with his fly killing abilities trying to slap a fly with my topshop bag underneath. Get the irony>>>
So anyway I'm doomed this holidays. And therefore I have come up with a itp survival package. At least it survived me for one day.
1-WAter
2-Storybook that can make u think
3-YOur pair of eyes to spot that hunk or cute girl at the corner of your eyes. 1 a day makes your itp go away.
THE DA VINCI CODE - DAN BROWN
GUys n Gals, this is a must read book. IF you havnt read it is a book worth purchasing for, and if have read it and say I'm slow then screw you.
Anywayz thanks to the front page gal on straits times a while back for spawning the interest in me to read, and to my sis who has the book. God I'm slow.
I've read this book, and at an alarming pace that I left a dozen or more page for the rest of itp. Damn. Only started this morning on the train! ( Its 489 pages and if you havnt figure it out there was nothing to do today at the company)
After reading the book, though the story is friction, it has strengthed my views and thoughts on religion as a whole, as well as the all important christinanity. Pardon if I got it wrong. From here on, I'll pick short paragraphs from the book and reflect and discuss on them. Hmz, suddenly I feel I'm older by 2.
Langdon chuckled, not about to take the bait. From what he'd heard about Harvard parties, these kids where having more then enough sex. "Gentlemen," he said, knowing he was on tender ground, "might I offer a suggestion for all of you. Without being so bold to condone premarital sex, and without being so naive as to think you're all chaste anges, I will give you this bit of advice on your sex lives."
All the men in the audience learned forward, listening intently.
"Next time you find yourself with a women, look into her heart and see if you cannot approach sex as a mystical, spiritual act. Challenge youself to find the spark of divinity that man can only achieve through union with the scared feminine."
The women smiled knowingly, nodding.
The men exchanged dubious giggles and off-color jokes.
Langdon sighed. College men were still boys.
Ok my job is done for tonight, and I'm off to repeat the cycle that has been set in motion, undeniable for the next 6wks.
Last word, after reading that, I guess I'm still a young man indeed.
CHEVON INTERNATIONAL PTE LTD.
I hope u gather that I am not so happy with the above statement. If you cant I have nothing more to say. Read On.
Reason number 1. The linear distance from my house to the company is more then friggin 25 killometres. Do the maths yourself.
Reason number 2. It takes a combination of bus and mrt, $97 of consession, 1h45mins of travelling time.
Reason number 3. And it the same for me to get back.
Reason number 4. And worst of all, its not even a aircraft related company!
Reason number 5. All men in the company with the exception of 2 mature ladies who are well beyond my age, I should have converted to hermosexual.
Reason number 6. I have only one fellow sp, which by no coincedence is from sp, lives in yishun, and has failed terribly trying to impress me with his fly killing abilities trying to slap a fly with my topshop bag underneath. Get the irony>>>
So anyway I'm doomed this holidays. And therefore I have come up with a itp survival package. At least it survived me for one day.
1-WAter
2-Storybook that can make u think
3-YOur pair of eyes to spot that hunk or cute girl at the corner of your eyes. 1 a day makes your itp go away.
THE DA VINCI CODE - DAN BROWN
GUys n Gals, this is a must read book. IF you havnt read it is a book worth purchasing for, and if have read it and say I'm slow then screw you.
Anywayz thanks to the front page gal on straits times a while back for spawning the interest in me to read, and to my sis who has the book. God I'm slow.
I've read this book, and at an alarming pace that I left a dozen or more page for the rest of itp. Damn. Only started this morning on the train! ( Its 489 pages and if you havnt figure it out there was nothing to do today at the company)
After reading the book, though the story is friction, it has strengthed my views and thoughts on religion as a whole, as well as the all important christinanity. Pardon if I got it wrong. From here on, I'll pick short paragraphs from the book and reflect and discuss on them. Hmz, suddenly I feel I'm older by 2.
Langdon chuckled, not about to take the bait. From what he'd heard about Harvard parties, these kids where having more then enough sex. "Gentlemen," he said, knowing he was on tender ground, "might I offer a suggestion for all of you. Without being so bold to condone premarital sex, and without being so naive as to think you're all chaste anges, I will give you this bit of advice on your sex lives."
All the men in the audience learned forward, listening intently.
"Next time you find yourself with a women, look into her heart and see if you cannot approach sex as a mystical, spiritual act. Challenge youself to find the spark of divinity that man can only achieve through union with the scared feminine."
The women smiled knowingly, nodding.
The men exchanged dubious giggles and off-color jokes.
Langdon sighed. College men were still boys.
Ok my job is done for tonight, and I'm off to repeat the cycle that has been set in motion, undeniable for the next 6wks.
Last word, after reading that, I guess I'm still a young man indeed.
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Time Flies Slowly
Time passes so slowly yet so fast.
Seems like a day for the pass hour, but its been afew days since I'm here.
Had my 2nd last paper today, which the easiest to date, and the one I'll look forward to in my report card. Been home since 12.30, played a match or 2, its 1502 now. Seemed forever. Cant bring myself to study cos my heart n mind are somewhere else right now.
Around last week, the day of my 2nd paper, which is maths, I was on the train to school, found a quiet seat in the corner, and started to study. Around sembawang, a couple (I mean married with a cute lil baby girl) went boarded, and the mom sat beside me, with her angel infront of her in the pam (correct?). The dad was standing just beside. So they were having fun, the dad held the kid and played peek a boo with mom, hiding just behind the glass.
How sweet. Then from the corner of my eye a lady (just to be polite, she seem like 50), came over. Hmz, must be some auntie or something eh I thought. I noticed the baby girl, now in her mom's arm, was shying away from that lady and was looking at me.
Well maybe she was a friend of the couple or something. Of course, she came over and wanted to a look at their baby, and the baby was like avoiding eye contact with her or something. When her mom placed her in that auntie's direction she would turn immediately and face me. All these time the parents where talking to the lady, and it seem like a robotic reaction of the mom to turn her child. And oh boy, the baby had enough I tell you, and started crying n wailing.
For good lord no one told you all a baby's cry is even louder then the pressure drill? Awww, the baby's crying, and dad took her in his arms, trying to calm her, whois obviously scared of our dear auntie. And the auntie was like "Aww, she's crying, hahaha, must be shy or something, haha, naughty girl ah! (a small tap on the baby's feet)".
WTF LAR. CANNOT SEE B A B Y SCARED OF YOU AH. STILL GO JI SIAO HER. THEN REPEAT YOUR ACTIONS ABOUT EVERY 2MINS FOR A FEW TIMES. G R E A T . THE BABY CONTINUES TO CRY.
And when she went FINALLY went off the train at woodlands, I thought it was all over.
FOR ****** SAKE THE BABY STILL CRYING ALL THE WAY TO CHUA CHU KANG. From midway of sembwang to cck. Do you know how far is that? OH you do? Why not accompany a baby's wailing to go with that.
The poor parents where trying to calm the baby down, trying every method, giving the sucker, water, carried by dad... I really pity the baby and parents. I really want to say, BE CONSIDERATE LAR LADY, or auntie, wadeva you are. In the baby's eye, your a monster. In mine, your a monstrosity.
Been watching lots of tv of late, esp reality series. Here are somethings I've learnt.
The Apperentice - "What I learnt from debating, is not to talk but to listen carefully"
"Unless you know what you are doing, or else dont take up the lead position"
"Dont over promise"
"As a leader, know when to shut your team member up"
"Never hit back at your leader. You'll get fired"
"Always stand up for yourself, defend yourself at all cost"
The amazing race - "NEver give up. Even if your stripped of all your belongings"
"Teamwork is very important. Once a team disagrees, its gone"
"Always be nice, dont try to be a jerk"
The survivour - "Try to form alliances"
"Even if you form one, doesnt mean you wont get backstabbed"
"Although backstabbing works, it aint nice"
The contender - "Honor above all"
"No pain no gain. There aint free meals on earth"
"Pick on someone your own size dude"
An eye for a guy 2 ( New season, soon to air on ch5) - "try not to watch this crap"
AC vs Inter, Chelsea vs Bayern, "Whats left of this wk's allowance which is $15" vs "$65 winnings".
Allejuah dude.
Seems like a day for the pass hour, but its been afew days since I'm here.
Had my 2nd last paper today, which the easiest to date, and the one I'll look forward to in my report card. Been home since 12.30, played a match or 2, its 1502 now. Seemed forever. Cant bring myself to study cos my heart n mind are somewhere else right now.
Around last week, the day of my 2nd paper, which is maths, I was on the train to school, found a quiet seat in the corner, and started to study. Around sembawang, a couple (I mean married with a cute lil baby girl) went boarded, and the mom sat beside me, with her angel infront of her in the pam (correct?). The dad was standing just beside. So they were having fun, the dad held the kid and played peek a boo with mom, hiding just behind the glass.
How sweet. Then from the corner of my eye a lady (just to be polite, she seem like 50), came over. Hmz, must be some auntie or something eh I thought. I noticed the baby girl, now in her mom's arm, was shying away from that lady and was looking at me.
Well maybe she was a friend of the couple or something. Of course, she came over and wanted to a look at their baby, and the baby was like avoiding eye contact with her or something. When her mom placed her in that auntie's direction she would turn immediately and face me. All these time the parents where talking to the lady, and it seem like a robotic reaction of the mom to turn her child. And oh boy, the baby had enough I tell you, and started crying n wailing.
For good lord no one told you all a baby's cry is even louder then the pressure drill? Awww, the baby's crying, and dad took her in his arms, trying to calm her, whois obviously scared of our dear auntie. And the auntie was like "Aww, she's crying, hahaha, must be shy or something, haha, naughty girl ah! (a small tap on the baby's feet)".
WTF LAR. CANNOT SEE B A B Y SCARED OF YOU AH. STILL GO JI SIAO HER. THEN REPEAT YOUR ACTIONS ABOUT EVERY 2MINS FOR A FEW TIMES. G R E A T . THE BABY CONTINUES TO CRY.
And when she went FINALLY went off the train at woodlands, I thought it was all over.
FOR ****** SAKE THE BABY STILL CRYING ALL THE WAY TO CHUA CHU KANG. From midway of sembwang to cck. Do you know how far is that? OH you do? Why not accompany a baby's wailing to go with that.
The poor parents where trying to calm the baby down, trying every method, giving the sucker, water, carried by dad... I really pity the baby and parents. I really want to say, BE CONSIDERATE LAR LADY, or auntie, wadeva you are. In the baby's eye, your a monster. In mine, your a monstrosity.
Been watching lots of tv of late, esp reality series. Here are somethings I've learnt.
The Apperentice - "What I learnt from debating, is not to talk but to listen carefully"
"Unless you know what you are doing, or else dont take up the lead position"
"Dont over promise"
"As a leader, know when to shut your team member up"
"Never hit back at your leader. You'll get fired"
"Always stand up for yourself, defend yourself at all cost"
The amazing race - "NEver give up. Even if your stripped of all your belongings"
"Teamwork is very important. Once a team disagrees, its gone"
"Always be nice, dont try to be a jerk"
The survivour - "Try to form alliances"
"Even if you form one, doesnt mean you wont get backstabbed"
"Although backstabbing works, it aint nice"
The contender - "Honor above all"
"No pain no gain. There aint free meals on earth"
"Pick on someone your own size dude"
An eye for a guy 2 ( New season, soon to air on ch5) - "try not to watch this crap"
AC vs Inter, Chelsea vs Bayern, "Whats left of this wk's allowance which is $15" vs "$65 winnings".
Allejuah dude.
Thursday, April 07, 2005
since you been gone
Just finished my first paper. Can pass, thats all I am for.
Nothing sexually charged events happened for a long time, so there's nothing to write about.
If you havnt heard from a person from a long time, would you just call him/her one day and ask hows him/her? I guess that person must have a certain place in your heart. There are many shades of grey, there are many shades of friendship.
If I dissappeared, who will bother?
Gone swimming. To swim away the shades of darkness in my life.
Nothing sexually charged events happened for a long time, so there's nothing to write about.
If you havnt heard from a person from a long time, would you just call him/her one day and ask hows him/her? I guess that person must have a certain place in your heart. There are many shades of grey, there are many shades of friendship.
If I dissappeared, who will bother?
Gone swimming. To swim away the shades of darkness in my life.
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
untitled
If you have any comments or stuff please drop on below each article. I dun have a tag board so please drop on under comments.
Seems like exams are near and I'm not studying.
Monday, April 04, 2005
Pua & the french caps
Funny today was.
Was in aerolab for fyp discussion. Sure bugged cck (cheong choon kee <= my ptn for 2 yrs) like a fly to a piece of shit. Not that his a piece of shit, just describing, you know. I wonder
1.Does he have a bladder problem
2.He drinks lots of water
3.His just scared of seeing us.
Cos he goes to toilet very very often. Like hey..did he just went to tiolet just now? Anyway we meet one of engsiang's friend zack (??) and Pua (Aero lecturer). Damn it why didnt I had him as our lecturer. His just perfect. I learnt from him (actually from engsiang, who learnt from him) the meaning of FUCK.
Frequent
Use of
Common
Knowledge.
or
Fully
Uilitize
Common
Knowledge
So u must FUCK around, if you get what I mean. Continuing on, saw him today and zack was commenting on alot of flies around...
Z : Eh cher, got alot of flies around hor
P : Ya, you know why? Because got alot of white ants around the aerolab
Ruixiang : Those can fly one right cher!
Z : Ants can also fly one ah! (he dont fuck -> refer to above) Wah they also learn flying ah~
P : Well of course! Everyone learns flying wad, only pass or fail
*Burst of laughters*
Adding on..
P : And also some pass, but they also pass away..
*HYSTERICAL LAUGHTER*
..............................................................
Earlier on we saw him about 2 times, walking in and out of the lab to see cck. My team leader kelvin was wearing a cap..then the first time he was joking about his cap. When he walked out we joked abit. As he walked pass kelvin he pointed to his cap and said "Paris". I didnt get it at first. Later when he was gone my other teammates joked on kel and his cap. Then I got it as they where refering to his cap as a french cap. Haha~
Pua walked pass a second time and exclaimed (while pointing to kelvin)
P : HE'S PROTECTED.
*joined laughters~*
..............................................................
Just before he left, he said
P : Haha..you all not in my class.
ALL : Haha...ya hor y not ah cher~
P : Must lock the doors liaoz...haha
BTW he same class as PM LEE. o.O~
Was in aerolab for fyp discussion. Sure bugged cck (cheong choon kee <= my ptn for 2 yrs) like a fly to a piece of shit. Not that his a piece of shit, just describing, you know. I wonder
1.Does he have a bladder problem
2.He drinks lots of water
3.His just scared of seeing us.
Cos he goes to toilet very very often. Like hey..did he just went to tiolet just now? Anyway we meet one of engsiang's friend zack (??) and Pua (Aero lecturer). Damn it why didnt I had him as our lecturer. His just perfect. I learnt from him (actually from engsiang, who learnt from him) the meaning of FUCK.
Frequent
Use of
Common
Knowledge.
or
Fully
Uilitize
Common
Knowledge
So u must FUCK around, if you get what I mean. Continuing on, saw him today and zack was commenting on alot of flies around...
Z : Eh cher, got alot of flies around hor
P : Ya, you know why? Because got alot of white ants around the aerolab
Ruixiang : Those can fly one right cher!
Z : Ants can also fly one ah! (he dont fuck -> refer to above) Wah they also learn flying ah~
P : Well of course! Everyone learns flying wad, only pass or fail
*Burst of laughters*
Adding on..
P : And also some pass, but they also pass away..
*HYSTERICAL LAUGHTER*
..............................................................
Earlier on we saw him about 2 times, walking in and out of the lab to see cck. My team leader kelvin was wearing a cap..then the first time he was joking about his cap. When he walked out we joked abit. As he walked pass kelvin he pointed to his cap and said "Paris". I didnt get it at first. Later when he was gone my other teammates joked on kel and his cap. Then I got it as they where refering to his cap as a french cap. Haha~
Pua walked pass a second time and exclaimed (while pointing to kelvin)
P : HE'S PROTECTED.
*joined laughters~*
..............................................................
Just before he left, he said
P : Haha..you all not in my class.
ALL : Haha...ya hor y not ah cher~
P : Must lock the doors liaoz...haha
BTW he same class as PM LEE. o.O~
Sunday, April 03, 2005
Interesting Quotes
"And them being young means they have less experience. And they’d have been dating younger girls who’d have had less experience as well. So instead of getting the “Oh you’re one of the best blows I’ve had.” they give me an extremely ego-boosting “You’re the best that I’ve had.” The little things in life that can make everyone feel like God."
"They are pretty obvious with their moves. When they call to chat up with you, when they send you cute messages their girlfriends send them to wish them goodnight recycled most conveniently in their straying pursuit. No Mind-Fuckritis. No playing hard to get. Because they know well enough it’s for them to show you that they’re worthy."
-how true. I wonder how much people (guys n gals alike) recycle sms.
She has quite an interesting blog, and her friendster (which is where I found her) got deleted.
"We have a zero tolerance policy for users that upload images/inappropriate sexual content like yours. We are in the process of terminating other such profiles. Your account has been permanently terminated. THIS IS THE LAST EMAIL WE WILL SEND YOU IN REGARD TO THIS ISSUE."
What she said "If only persons of 18 years and above are allowed to sign up to be a member of Friendster, isn't it illogical not to be able to have the least of sexual content in my profile? And my pictures aren't sexual at all. Excuse me. They did not contain nudity and I was covered more that those bikini-clad pictures of girls from nowhere."
Haha how true. Looks like you cant find sex on friendster soon.
"They are pretty obvious with their moves. When they call to chat up with you, when they send you cute messages their girlfriends send them to wish them goodnight recycled most conveniently in their straying pursuit. No Mind-Fuckritis. No playing hard to get. Because they know well enough it’s for them to show you that they’re worthy."
-how true. I wonder how much people (guys n gals alike) recycle sms.
She has quite an interesting blog, and her friendster (which is where I found her) got deleted.
"We have a zero tolerance policy for users that upload images/inappropriate sexual content like yours. We are in the process of terminating other such profiles. Your account has been permanently terminated. THIS IS THE LAST EMAIL WE WILL SEND YOU IN REGARD TO THIS ISSUE."
What she said "If only persons of 18 years and above are allowed to sign up to be a member of Friendster, isn't it illogical not to be able to have the least of sexual content in my profile? And my pictures aren't sexual at all. Excuse me. They did not contain nudity and I was covered more that those bikini-clad pictures of girls from nowhere."
Haha how true. Looks like you cant find sex on friendster soon.
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