REALLY BUAY SONG

There is some point of time. When I am really buay song. And I am really buay song. If I was from the normal tech. If I was only from some gang. You would have been dead. Trust me.

******************* (Different ppl now)

I saw you. After a long time. No contact between us. I didnt know how are you. I guess you dont give a fuck about me either. I want to speak to you. But your like an icy cold fortress. I know wadeva I do, it'll still be the same. For I, has already been in your No No list. So What the fuck am I still thinking about.

*******************(Different issue now)

So what the fuck. Is there such a time when there is nothing everyone can comment about one's pictures. I guess its time I stop asking for comments and GET the comments from myself. I am on my own.

1000 Views!

Ha. Last time I was here was about 800 views. Has viewership increased?

Anyway I'm here to annouce my new gallery. Thanks to sam for the host.

www.cyp.sym18.com

Do enjoy your stay and comments are always welcomed!

Sick...

About my previous post. Just jokin eh. I wouldnt want any sugarmummy or anything. Its good being single. No strings attached eh. I shall earn my worth!

Anyway, I have been sick for more then 2weeks! Like no cure leh. Then my bones around my hips aching like hell. 3DAYS liao!

How I wish I had my parents back for some home cook food. I need to get better. I sick, so no posting on montage n my 20D. Soon...real soon.

Sex sells.

Hi. I'm home. I'm suppose to go to school? Did I hear wtf? Olright wadeva man. There was a time when I had the urge to go to sch, to see someone, someone constantly reminded me to go to sch. I think if it wasnt for her, I would have dropped out last sem. But anyways thats all over, and the impt thing is i'm now at home.

Was surfing blogs when I came along this blog. Another blog by an sexual active teenager. She's looking for a sugardaddy, and she's 16! You might have seen this on the chinese newspaper. So anyways I there looking around her post, and yes I'm curious about what she types, her sexual encounters and stuff.

And what can I say? I Must have been born into...hmm...the correct family? Not so sure, but certainly with the traditional chinese value installed into me. I'm born into a moderate family, note = no poor, just selfsustainable.

So anyways, this girl, was like, bascially looking for a sugardaddy (If you dont know I suggest you go checkitout). Like erm..$500 per night sort of thing? And to think that she is poor...Hmm..no no. She is actually quite wealthy, HER parents are wealthy. So I can understand when she say's $150 per night is CHEAP. Sort to think maybe it is. But with $150 what can you buy? Cheap levis and cheap guess watches? I'm like wtf.

OK maybe I'm stingy or wadeva you describe. But wth, $150 is alot to me! There I was sweating ( as in literally) yesterday night at sentosa, my first corperate event shoot, Sony's D&D, for 6hrs, for $115.

In a short night, having sex (which I'm sure you must be enjoying it or smt, at least I do), for $150-$500!

You know how much is that??

2times = $1000 = Brand new 580ex (Flash)

3times = $1500 = Brand new 17-40L (Lens)

4times = $2000 = New bag, New hp, New equipment!

Maybe I should pimp myself.

To all sugarmummies out there! If your reading this, do drop me a email! I'll glady get back to you!.

Dying soon..

Hi. I am dying soon.

Age has finally caught up with me.

Every second I can feel the thinner of air around me.

Every minute I cough, in soft spasm.

Every hour, my eyes grows smaller.

Every day, I feel weaker, my muscles contract.

I am dying.

Montage 2005

Building up to the event of the year...maybe the event of my lifetime so far.

I hope people are proud of me. I represent SPP, SP, ZHSS, primary sch dun say lar, my parents...

Just 3 more days. The excitement is killing me. Cant time go any faster??

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who!!! Who was that!

Free tix!

Hmz here comes the hard part. So there is a free tix after all! But the condition is that the person gets to sit beside me yeah.

Was chatting to a friend just now, then was asking her (yes her) would she like to you know wad. Well she politely declined and said she wasnt deserving enough eh. And if people see us how? haah.

Well.. Should someone deserving enough to sit beside me? How would you define deserving? Raymond for lending me the camera? Everyone who was busy so that I had the chance to cover the event which produced the shot? Tucker for the BnW influence? My parents??

Well. I'm just looking for a plain and simple friend to accompany me. If I cant find anyone then I shall sit ***** ( those dreaded 5letter words, which people for centuries and aeons and worldwide try to avoid).

I had a friend saying to me, winning a prize should be an joyous occasion! Why so stressed up? (He was actually refering to me fretting about the prices I am selling my stuff that I can barely cover for the upgrade). Now there is double meaning eh. Winning a prize isnt that simple. Compare this to winning lottery. Once you win there are other complications, people going after your money etc etc.

They say money cant buy you happiness. Now I know what it meant.

Long time no blog.

Well, almost a week has past since I last blogged. The last sat was the judging of montage 2005. Arrived just in time to see my work get a 10. 4 from Bob lee, 3 from Mohd Ishak, 3 from Ruth Soh.

That day super blur, mistaken 1 mrt station for another. In the end caused my friends to miss their works being judged. =( me bad.

Recieved a call I did, later in the night. It was enghong, vp of nusps! He just told me I had won a prize, and didnt clarify what price did I won. Hmz. Recieved an email on sunday, informing me to go down on monday, but still didnt said what price I won.

Finally on monday, went down to nus to verify my photo and Id. Sam was there to hand in his photo. Top 100 for him! After handing in our cd, verifying our id, then enghong finally asked just when we where about to go.

"Do you know wad price you won?"
"nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo"
"Oh you won the 1st price!"

Wow. Didnt really expected that. Thank you to everyone. This prize belongs to all who have taught me. To my club as well! Now my club n SP can be on the map for this win. =)


See you all 11june @ suntec convention centre. I know you cant go, but really hope you do. It would mean alot to me.