Shooting home

I, am, very glad I got into shooting home. Incase you didnt know what is shooting home, visit http://www.objectifs.com.sg/sh.htm .

I am sad because of a good friend of mine didnt got in. I am scared because of the seriousness of it (working with professionals! if your work sucks, it will reflect badly on yourself, and you will have a bad name carried around the professional world). And now, I am dead tired, considering I have to work for 4 days to earn $400 to pay for the course.

Its an anti-climax, the moment I received a call from my friend saying that the confirmation letter has arrived, to now where I have to work. Instead of thinking of coming up projects for the 4 days workshop.

Now that I have graduated, I am kinda lost. Where should I go next? A first in my life, and its worth bloggin it down. Really lost. Although I am going to serve national service, its the uncertainty of the future that scares me.

Its so sad. I open-ed msn messenger, and found no one I can talk to. 120+ contacts. No one.

What am I becoming, where am I heading, and how can I materialize my dream? Uncertainties.