Saturday, January 28, 2006

Post 89. Chinese New year!

After watching Jet Li's fearless yesterday. I was set thinking on my way home.

In the movie, Jet Li wanted to be TianJin's No. 1 in martial arts. (Warning lor. Spoiler LOr. Don't blame me if you haven't watched the show. YOUR WOLS!) He wanted to regain his family's honor, and his make his Huo Jia Quan famous. In his conquest of No.1, he killed Master Chin, his last opponent before he is No.1. Master Chin's stepson wanted revenge, and killed Huo Yuan Jia's (Jet li) mother and daughter. YuanJia wanted to fight Master Chin also to seek revenge over his beating up of one of his students. But, the student was punished because he insulted ( In chinese terms means not verbally, but you know something like molesting or wadeva lah) Master Chin's wife. YuanJia fought for the wrong reason, and his family is killed in the process.

He wandered around, living in the painful memory of the death of his mother and daugther. (Not before killing the stepson of course). And blah blah blah, cut the story short, he learnt that fighting isnt for being No.1. Wushu should be to strengthed one's mind, body and soul (?). A fight should be a ground to learn to defeat one's greatest enemy, which is oneself. And I dont quite remeber much, but I think the show was very meaningful.

And for this new year, I reckon I need a new beginning to begain with. I have always wanted to take part in photographic competitions, to be the No.1 young photographer out there.

I guess I was wrong. A competition is a ground to gather all the talented photographers to showcase his works. Its not about competiting, but to see the other wonderful photos out there. Even if I win every competition there is, its meaningless. To improve my photography, I shall setup a website, my personal website, and a short column where people can send in their photos and I can help them improve their picture! (To the best I can). I have this skill, and I should help everyone else improve theirs. Its all about sharing.

One's biggest enemy is oneself, and to improve my pics as well I shall review them with thought. Not just happy snapping anymore, and lamenting why people won. The path to self discovery!

Too much vengence. Too much hate. I guess my aim for this new year, is to make more friends, more happy faces, and less enemies! And less vulgarities to go with the main dish. Always fuck here fuck there also not good right. But seriously I wonder how long can I not mention fuck, considering I am going into the army soon. But nevermind, I shall make the most of it while it last!



Happy new year to all my friends, close or far. I shall be a good boy (men?) this year! Yeah!

3 comments:

A norm said...
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A norm said...

Horraayyyy! great sharing ya got there and i am really heppy that ya are getting something out, haaa been praying and hopeing for that to come soon, YES dude, we are to make improvement in life, not only to change to become a better person, but enjoy and appreciate the beautiful side of the world and ppl, but when we are too indulged in our self, we cant see that. dont be discouraged even if ya fail at time from trying, but let this be a constant reminder to yaself, the we are the witnesses, everyone who reads ya blog and cares for ya welfares. other ppl definitely makes influences to our life, the chinese saying goes something like when ya are with the black, ya become black too? :) but altimately it depends on ya, ya own will, ya own determination,(for me God plays an impt role in it)
all the best for ya dude, and jia you in ya changing process :)
God bless!

Ho Wan Ru said...

happy chinese new yr boi! =D