Havnt been blogging much lately. Havnt had the drive, havnt went to sch, my days were spent holed up at home with my pc and new keyboards n mouse.
I've been forced to review my purpose in blogging, cos yesterday someone asked me to(blog_), and while I was waiting for this page to load I was flipping thru my mind instantly, why am I doing this? Even my dad ask me why....(he saw the lawsuits on 2 male bloggers posting sensitive racist remarks. Makes me wanna stop talking about that cos you never know when some farky ass little people of the world might just find your blog and give them to viva la authority de singapour.)
And by the end of that fullstop(above sentence) I have already know the answer to the question. D a r n myself.
Because of Pigging(thanks sweetie) at home, there isnt much to hate in the outside world. So thankfuly, NO HATE in this entry(do I hear rejoice.) But sadly, my blog actually revolved around my hate for people around me and the need to release myself in this pathetic cyberspace. Maybe its time for a change?
1.-> to Ada, if your reading this, thanks for visiting my gallery! Your email happen to hit me at an rather unfortunate timing (I was gaming.) So I didnt summon enough zen to reply you hehehe. According to me, you must reach the perfect equilibrium and complete serentity to reply emails. Once sent there isnt anyway your going to get it back. (thou and behold! If you happen to get my emails save it and treasure its one in a 1000000.)
more to ada-> when are our pay coming along! we need money badly to fund our trip to sri lanka~ and when is our bbq! not that I'm looking forward to that as well. Blah no point talking about old stuff. Pick up the hints along my past entries.
-> Ya its true I guess I express myself better with my photos. BnW especially. (opens email to refer to ada's mail cos old man really forgot what to say..)
Oh ya! No problem to teaching la, wont charge either I'm still novice anyway. I'll be happy to spread the joys of photography around! (Eeyer! so nobel leh....)
On the part of opening up, perhaps I shall work on it. Anyone out there can let me open myself and pour my disgusting monkey stomach, slimy intestines, darkened bladder on you? Haha I guess there aint much people in the world who can accept the hideous sinister monkey demon. (My sec sch friends used to refer me as monkey god in the folklore Journey To The West. But erm...I old liao and nasty liao and my climbing tree technique also going 0% so demon more like it.)
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To that special someone, really sorry didnt acc you yesterdae, I hope you'll give me a 2nd (actually 3rd) chance~ I really pig wor, stuck at home liao really cannot go out!
Perhaps I need motivation, would you be mine =PpP.
Counting down to 18days to sri lanka. Maybe I can let the tamil tigers kidnap me, I make friends with them, take pictures, and increase my potfoilo! ai seh, my parents will kill me even if the tigers dun ';....;'
1.Waiting for my pay $400.
2.Waiting for my medcial + 4 immunisation japs
3.Waiting for my lens
4.Waiting for 1st Oct (bonding time with my team to sri lanka)
5.Waiting for..you to reply me ~
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hey man, so sorry to disappoint ya for i am not the one ya are wait for the reply, haaa :P BUT ya know what! i am really excited for ya, for the trip, for the change, for the .... haa, all the best for ya dude, no man's perfect ya, and i am sososo sure that there are ppl out there waiting. its ok if ya have 'disgusting monkey stomach, slimy intestines, darkened bladder', no discimination here, haaa that's wat frens all about right? accepting every good and bad part of ya :) man are disgusting, but there are many adorable ones around too, and ya can be one of them :)
Sgt Kong, ya better send that tripod back for refitting before ya get ship off.
$ btw, tamil tiger don't want chinese monkey.
dream on.
huh huh.. someone in love??
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