The day will come when she has a new love.
The day will come when it means the end.
The day will come when...I shld let go?
The day will come, and what action will I take?
Somehow, I wished it will never happen, but its not up to me isnt it. I read something elsewhere, where those ppl who moved on are the ones who are better off. But eh, the problem is I cant.
Fucked up eh. You know, its everyday. Not once per week or the next time I see her. ITS everyday. Woah. I wonder will anyone consider me a pyshco or smt. Who knows?
For the first time, I never wished for anything on my bdae. Nor did I recieve anything, presents or stuff. I had to fucking threat myself, aint that pathetic leh. I wonder how many more lonely "special" days to come about. Till, 30? 40?
Oh my, I dont get mushy or anything. But I am really long for the time that was spent. You probably heard this a million times, but HOw I wish I could turn back time, a second chance. But I wldnt think I would have the slightest possibility. Maybe she already has negative comments about me.
Last words, My heart is going .
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hey dude, ya reminded me of someone's younger days, it was like the end of the world when he left, 2 years of tears over some ass who tricked behind her back, couldn help it i guess when he was like the world to ya.. but one day when she woke up, she cried no more, and she realised how stoopid it was to waste her tears over someone who just not worth her doing such thing for,she truly regretted for wasting 2 whole precious yeas of her life dwelling over a spoilt telationship.. that was the day she picked up her smile and move on her life, its was a silly mistake she made,(many of us still fall in that trap too)but a great lesson learnt, sometimes we just do silly things that we dont even realise, thinking that it wouldn be any better even if ya change, but the fact is, if ya stay at where ya are, ya will always see that same scenery, till ya make ya steps, to see that magnificant waterfall, lovely sun rise and many more, same for ppl, ya know some ppl say, God makes us meet a few wrong ppl before we get to the right one, so we have chances to learn and know how to treasure him/her when the right one comes, some ppl just got to go throu harder ways to get to the same destination, but our choice plays an important part.
its our past that made us who we are today, its our presence,now,make us who we will be in the future. God bless ya :)
Somehow you sound like carrie! Do correct me if I'm wrong.
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