New blog?

I'm slacking at home again.

Was rather an uneventful day. Starting gaming when I woke, wanted to complete it and proceed to school. But it didnt went smooth, so I went to friendster to take a look. Curiousity took over me, and I decided to make a search on friendster, on SEX. There came a few dozen of accounts, 108 to be exactly. So I went through them, clicking on those I deem will be interesting. 1, 2, 3, until I came upon an account which had my curiousity.

When surfing friendster, I find lots of lady's like to have sex mentioned, but will rather do it with a fellow gender? This amazes me man. They are single, around 20+, and are all good looking. But anywayz so there is this lady, which is 20, calls herself goddess. As any other guy would, they would proceed to view the pictures. Woho. I think most people would be expecting pretty faces or even revealing pics, but boy there where none, but teasing pictures, showing just parts and pieces. Oh my, this is interesting indeed.

There laid in About me was her blog. Hmz, simple layout though. What matters is the content, and wow can I say it kinda shocked me. Detailed in it are her sex life, with ex, an aussie guy, her best friends bro?!, and of course lesbians. I read all the post, which I was looking for sexual content at first. But after that I was thinking hard and seriously.

I'm only 18 now, and damn curious bout sex. There is this world outside that completely defy the chinese culture. Out there are horny, hungry for sex ladies, who make making love, or should I say sex, look like everyday's coffee and tea. Of course I wish I was that eligible and can just walk up to any girl.

Boy, am I still childish and naive. I'm still holding on to my first relationship, thinking bout her everyday. But issit the yearning for sex or issit for her company, for her warmth and care. Right now its the latter that I would want so badly. But I guess its the complacency that I have back then. I just miss her thats all.

This is an extract from her blog, nope not my ex but the goddess.

"Not that I'm lonely. Being attached and single have their very own pros. And people shouldn't juxtapose them in comparison. It isn't fair. It's like judging two guys on their looks when one's Black and the other's Yellow. It doesn't make sense because the only constant is You, which in my case, isn't consistent at all.

Both sides of the coin provide you with different things. Singlehood means you get the freedom to fuck. Being attached means you get to fuck your freedom, I'm sorry I meant, fuck with commitment. Both are extremely fulfilling, trust me. And maintaining both lifestyles is equally tedious.

When I'm attached, I can afford to paint my nails once a week. When I'm single, I have to polish them before every date. Not that it's imperative for the guy but it's just this ritual I perform to make myself feel prepped. I can eat chocolates because I don't need to fear breakouts. I can go for buffets with my date because he isn't going to gawk at the plates of Sashimi I can devour. Things like that. A greater sense of acceptance and such.

Being single can be rewarding in a sense that I don't have to tie my emotions to another person's moods with a string called love. I don't have to worry about another person and how he's feeling and whether he's alright when he goes missing for a while."

How true. This is defintely one blog I'll take note off. Meanwhile, I'm back.